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12:15 am 050908

weee,, well my day went well! thank God it did! early this mownin the moment i woke up i had this strange feelin of mine that somethingie wont be good and nice!  and so it did! well im just glad that it changed in the afternoon! i was happie but the feeling i had before, the happiness inside me that i used to feel before geee i dunno! still i am happy though! i just hope that things will go back the way it was before! i just hope things will be better and go back the way it was! i am happy but i was happier with what was with before! eneweiz maybe you guys are getting confused to whatever i was typin here! there will be some who will understand what i am typing here! eneweiz! my day was fun! i spend it with chel and  i enjoyed playing with him! i enjoyed shooting some balls! hahah! i won! so happy! the thing i enjoyed so much is when we played the deal or no deal game! we choosed the briefcase number 8! we won  70 tickets for it which is next to the biggest amount which is a hundred! i also love it when he shoot the last three balls which signifies I Love You which i failed to do! ampf! my bad! eneweiz! another thingie is when we ate at TOkyo Tokyo! just to make me happy! so sweet! we also watched When Love begins which was kinda related! eventhough he did disappoint me and disappoints me at times i still love him!well i  enjoyed this day! but im missin all the stuffs that we used to do back when we we’re still in 1st year 2nd sem! that was the best! and i am missin everythingie! i just wish that everything will stabilize and slowly go back to the way it was before! i know that every relationship goes through these challenges eventhough i wanna surrender sometimes i am just glad that there are some who clears my crazy mind! so foolish of me! we will survive this and my baby tells me that we are gonna fight so we will and are going to! yeah! i’ll just try to understand everything coz it’s my time to do so! just like what my gal pal told me! i just hope things go better soon! soon enough! well!  that’s all for now! this is such a whaaattta day for me! i love you hön! mwaaahmmmM! XOXO! God bless us all! 

it’s about 12:40 am time check brought to you by none other than me! may 02! my best friend till death do us part Kayzee’s birthday! HAppie Birthday my dear Kayzee! i love you!  i

i wanna sleep but i dont wanna sleep yet! how ironic right?! i dunno! i miss my hön but i dont wanna be obvious about it coz  i just dunno! im starting to be how i was before with him! like when we just starting with our relationship i dont wanna tell him that i already love him! though my big mouth spoiled my secret! wahlah! i love you too juts popped out of my mouth at Magat St.! hahah! i can still remember that! i dont know exactly the date probably the time it’s around 7 somethingie! gosh! im not that obvious that i am missing him! hahahhh! eneweiz enough of him! im still in the "TAMPO" mode! i dunno i am feeling that thingie eventhough im not suppose to feel it anymore! goshie! i am so whatever! eneweiz,, i am checking and savin so many friendster layouts and i dunno why am i even saving everything that i like to think that i only have one account oh plus me and my Hön’s account! i was suppose to look for pink piggies but then i have saved so many couple lover backgrounds thingie! arggh! i am not that obvious! shocks! well,, we are soon to hit our 0.7th month anniversary! i dunno what will happen! i am pretty poor so i guess i wont have anything to give him! eneweiz i’ll just think of something special to do or create out of my brilliant mind! well,,, hey reader! i forgot to say hi! how are you?! well,, if you woukd ask me i am pretty confused of so many things! yeah! i dunno ! well, the rain stopped! so sad coz i love the rain and i wanna sleep knowing that it’s raining outside! haaY! so wonderful! yeah! so relaxing! eneweiz,,, i am just so thankful that God is by my side to help me carry on with stuffs! I so LOVE my God!  Love God above all things! yeah! i am feeling spiritual here! hey dude! do you watch hana kimi the original?! well,, i so love that series! i really feel the so called "KILIG" feeling and im LOvin it! yeah! haaaY! so sweeeet!  guys i am so confused right please pray for me! thanks alot! i miss my HöneyBabyB0ö! huhuhuhuhu! i am starting to adjust some things between us like seeing each other more often unlike our everyday before! argh! stop with the used to be’s! eneweiz,, i want to enjoi this thing so called life! but how can you enjoi life when me plus the Filipino people are feeling the crisis now! i hate the stupid greedy to the highest level government that we have right now! they are all suckers! i hope that one day those corrupt officials on the throne would get a piece of their shit and experience thei Karma and pay the price of the many cries of the Filipino people! shocks! how did i shift this topics i am talking about from my fs layouts to my boifrend and now to the government we have! ei guys spread the word to finish the food on their tables! it’s not nice to not finishing meals because many people are experiencing so much of the crisis that is very visible in our country! another thingie that crossed my mind is how come that there is a rice shortage in the country! then i figured it out Arroyo just wants to cover up the ZTE scandal! fuck that President she is spending the people’s money in building her mansion in of the islands in Boracay which is known just by some! SHE IS A GREEDY BITCH! eneweiz! i’m hitting the red lights on! i dont wanna sleep in an annoyed mode! eneweiz! that’s all for now! i wanna sleep now! thanks for reading! i love you all! mwaaaahmmmm! XOXO! GOD BLESS US ALL and may shower more of his blessings to usand to those who need it to0! More blessings to us all! I LOVE YOU! mwaahhhmmm!